Well so much for a day at a time. I just had to post once more today. So I was hanging out on everyones favorite social site this morning and was excited to share this new blog idea with my close friends and family when while trying to send a message to one of my longest best friends I discovered that I had been deleted...thats right, as far as facebook was concerned we were no longer friends. This kind of freaked me out. what in the world was going on is this a facebook error or what? I needed to get to the bottom of this and quick. Well turns out that busy lives, jobs and family life (oh and not living in the same town) has really taken its toll on a friendship that was strained and I didn't even know it was happening. So I think I did the right thing by just picking up the phone and doing my part to fix this infraction. Im sure only time will tell if it is truly repaired. I love her like a sister but just like my husband and girls have pointed out in the past, all I do is work, work, work. Well I have added a few things to my "work" list. Friendship must be at the top of that list. just under home life. because just like a marriage a true friendship needs work and mainenance to keep it healthy. I hope that she knows I love her, but that we are both grown ups with tons of other responsiblities and sometimes I may not always respond to FB posts or text messages(being nocturnal makes keeping up with the day walkers tough) but you all have my phone number Im awake from 4pm til 8am tuesday thru friday and then normal hours on the weekends and monday, feel free to call anytime. I will do my part to not make you feel left out of my life. for now I gotta go to work :) lovin this crazy ride I call my life. have a good night all.
The reality of it really hasn't sank in yet I don't think, she still has one more year of school so that's probably why. My first born 18 years old. Despite all the reminders of her age from my sweet girl, it truly does seem like only yesterday we were bringing her home from the hospital when all the sudden here we are just over 2 weeks past her turning eighteen, where did all those years go? I would love to be able to sit here and recount every single detail with you from the very start but that might bore you to tears and well she might kill me of I did that. Because I can remember lots of little moments that would embarrassed her to death like how she was so scared of everyone singing happy birthday on her first birthday that she hid under the table crying and didn't want to touch the cake we got her. Or of her and her bff having cupcakes in their diapers that nanny brought by after Cathy's party at school when they were only one. Or of her and t...
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